Saturday, February 18, 2006

ok. i kissed 2 girls at the CHINGAY @ taman jurong last night. DAMN. LORD save me.

saw FIANSEH beloved ytd. yepp. GAHS. fianSEH help me!
and i actuall helped MISS KHO to find her MR KOH. see.they got CIRCLE (: miss kho was like so sad that she couldnt see him that day. maybe GOD wanted them to meet so badly that he sent down this message and allowed me to see the MR and went arnd to look for the MISS. (: lol. YAY. praise Lord. the elated face of MISS KHO rilly touched me. and her HUG. LOL. YAY.

i want to go back to church so badly. the saturdays are all taken up by CHINGAYs. GAH. i miss GOD. i miss hope ): i miss MYSELF feeling God's presence. i will make it to church next week (: and i'll study my best for common test.

imafraidofturningles.seriously.whyamiattractedtoshuaigers.whyamikissinggirlswhenifirstthoughtofitassodisgustin.why.shucks.shitshitshit.anditodayijuscaughtashowinthemorningaboutlesbian.gah.helpmesaveme.findmeashuaige.getmetolikeaguyagain.shucks.hydunievenfindthebachelorsissueofcleointeresting.whyhaveinoideatoseeshuaigeanymore.argh.

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